Woah, WOW, is what I feel right now. Everyday is a new experience in life for everyone. Even if it is the same thing we do every single day, there will be a difference in each day, maybe subtle or strong, but it is there.
We had an exciting one week at work -
sports week - Monday to Saturday
whole group energy
physical activity
sun
sweat
fear of rain
warm up dance/movements
Friday - whole day fun
Saturday - cross valley run of 5km, events, obstacle race, muddy puddle jump
class after work
Though it was a packed one, we did not complain in spite of the extreme exhaustion.
The reason for this post - building confidence in myself. I have been told to do things as if no one is watching by many as I am very self conscious. My lack of confidence shows up in various forms everywhere.
I often seek company to do everything even though I have done many things on my own and alone. It is not about doing many things, but even after doing things alone, I have not been confident enough to do it again!
The fears and doubts show on my face. I am wondering about the reason. One major fear is about others judging me. I give a lot of importance to others!
Even though I have a crazy number of fears and doubts, I am doing it. I guess that's the important part - doing it in spite of the fears and doubts.
Ok, this post has been more about working backwards as though I wanted to write about my excitement, I was not sure what I wanted to convey! Now, after typing the above I can say that this post has been about realizing that I have the courage needed to be myself, of course with a lot of help - help at different stages, help from different people, help in subtle ways, obvious ways, directly.
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| Thank you |
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| Ending the week with my favourite |
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| Keeping the balance |
